Ive been in this relationship for 3 and a half years now. I know it is a long time but we're doing fine until... we were apart after we finished our study. We kind of fought a lot, not particular big issues but when it gone for weeks, it gave me headache. We literally giving each other space for some time and we are totally devastated for not communicating because the fact that we do love each other but what gives away those hatred?
Strangers, again.
I really thought that we passed the stage where we had fought a lot during 1-2 years together. but now it seems to repeat itself again. I watched the video that he gave me in our earlier stage of relationship so that we didnt end up like that (you should watch to know the ending though :p). It is pretty interesting video and how i realized that we are in the middle of stage 5: tolerance. Sometimes I cant even agreed on things that doesnt benefit me in some point. My problem is i always want to win. And we both have our ego. I want to win, and he didnt let me win.
The fact that we are miles apart only make it worst. He is not here to comfort me, and im not there to cheer him up. We know that we're not looking for someone new but how much we try to fix our relationship, it is just going nowhere. Maybe we should try harder? Well hopefully i have a happy ending because i cant take this relationship (the negative one) anymore.
P/s: I still love him if you're questioning my decision
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